Deja vu
And then suddenly this strange feeling. She stopped, looked at the small coffee shop on the corner, with metallic tables and chairs, blue napkins, lavender pots and red blinds. She had to sit, she did not know why.
A young man came, acted surprised and welcome her with a question:
- Black coffee as usual and a red Orangina?
Joanne was startled, how did he know how she likes her coffee. As for the red Orangina, she never tasted it. But since she was so taken by surprise, she said yes.
The road was getting agitated, cars all over, motorcycles parking chaotically for brief shopping, children laughing and enjoying an ice cream, grandmothers packed with bags but with big smiles on their faces anticipating the delicious meals they were to cook.
Slowly sipping her black strong coffee, Joanne closed her eyes and she felt like floating entangled in the smells, the sounds and the warmth of the sun. She knew, she just knew she was there before.
Bravely she asked the young man to come around and spoke briskly:
- Where do you know me from?
- Well Madame, you were one of our usual customers a year ago, you always came at 7am, had a coffee and a red Orangina for breakfast together with a croissant from the patisserie across the street.
- But I never was here before ... she stammered
- Of course you were, and by the way where is Monsieur?
- Which Monsieur?
- Your husband, Madame.
She started running, she did not know if she paid anything, she just left. Her husband ... Her husband ...
Running, mile after mile, she ended up in the hotel where she stayed with her friend. Their holiday in Paris, first after a long stay in the hospital. Why was she in the hospital?
And then the memories came back, the laughter, the love, the life in Paris, the accident, the pain, the loss, the darkness.
And then she ran, she did not want to look back, she could not ...